Thursday, October 2, 2008

Holidays....

My flight is at 2200hrs, have to leave by 2000hrs with all my bags and baggage, the thought of traveling with so much of luggage is giving me chills every time i even mistakenly getting a glimpse of them. He reached bangkok in the morning, has his flight to myanmar tomorrow morning I guess. Was busy throughout the day so dint even get a chance to think or feel happy or sad for the situation. But now when I have to leave am feeling more & more petrified. 10 long days without him is giving me cold limbs, will only be able to communicate with him after 12th. Why did he have to go to such a place where no technology can reach, cant even reach him virtually. All are happy at home, waiting for me, even I at times feel excited to have my kiddo hugging me but..yeah a big BUT...what without him? I feel as if a part of me is missing.
For the first time in last 3 years.....we have been apart like this.
But i have to go....leaving all sadness, with bittersweet feelings....I leave, till I am back to his arms again....my haven of peace, love and dreams.

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

My first day....

hope will be able to continue, putting my thoughts here than on piece of papers or lost pages of my diary..........